Thursday, June 12, 2008

who am I?

I have become myself through the instrumentality of the links between me and others

The interaction with people and the flow of time change the shape of my mind.

Those bonds have formed me so far. The thing known as myself and that person will form me from now on but there is someone else who which is the true me.

I don’t know myself

Because I don’t want to see myself that I’m running way.

Because of fear i might have a human shape

Because the present me, I might be disappear.

One is afraid that the self will disappear.

Ive never understand myself

for i keep on blaming myself for whats happning all around me

its like there's something avoiding me

its always there,

empty and i feel like im made frm a straw

I remember being afraid of it

i wonder when i started the drifting

its like m mind and body have come apart little by little

when ever something sad or painful happens,

its like there's another me who watches it,

as if it's happening to someone else thinking tat 's not me

Ill lock my heart away deeper

i wouldnt have to feel the pain outside or inside or the fear of being alone ,

i wouldnt hve to feel anyting at all

there i will be safe,untouch and undisturb


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